actuality

our hopes and expectations

black holes and revelations

I opened up my life to you
I've told you everything I knew
You listen so close when love was just a way out
But you're going deaf now
Yeah you've turned your head around

Sunday, October 29, 2006

soo tiring todae

today i went to gym with anna and valerie. we went to the toa payoh sports hall.we actually wanted to go to the gym in safra but the idiotic person say must be at least 16 plus then can go in. so irritating.

when we reach there, i was like so embarrass coz it was my first time going to the gym, and most of them were like adults and then we three small ones like dunno what to do. ok i don wan to write what we do coz it was embarrassing.

ok after going to gym, we went to far east plaza and i saw one limited addition zinc bag.it is so cool and i am so going to buy next week with valerie amanda petrina and anna plus MEE!!! ok haha.
soooooooo i dunno what to write but i am so happee like to the h to the a to the ppee gal u are so h to the a to the to the to the to the.... coz i buying a new bag soon. MUAHAHA MUAHAHA MUAHAHAHAHA.....
BYEBYE ;)

TODAY SO FUN!!!! WHOOHOO MANN!!! I WAS WITH PETRINA, VALERIE, AMANDA AND............MEE!!! WE WENT TO ALOT OF PLACES LIKE BUGIS ,ORCHARD AND TOA PAYOH AND PASIR RIS.WELL ANIWAY TODAY WAS FUN AS WE ARE GOING TO MY SISTER BBQ PARTY. SHIOKER MANN!!! HAHA BUT WE WENT HOME QUITE LATE COZ THE BBQ ENDS AT LIKE AROUND 11 OR 12 SOMETHING AND IT WAS LIKE SO BLOODY SCARY COZ LIKE GOT NOBODY EXCEPT FOR US. TODAY I ALSO KINDA ANGRY COZ WE DID NOT BRING OUR FAMILY DOG GO. I HEARD FROM MY SISTER THAT WHEN WE WERE LEAVING THE HOUSE, THE DOG WAS LIKE MAKING A VERY SAD SOUND AND SHE SAID THAT HE IS CRYING. IT IS LIKE LEAVING CINDERELLA IN THE HOUSE ALL ALONE WHEN SHE WANTS TO GO TO THE BALL. HAHA SO PROFOUND RITE. HAHA......WELL NOW I DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE BUT I VERY JEALOUS OF PETRINA COZ SHE BOUGHT A NIKE BAG WITH VALERIE AND I CAN ONLY BUY LIKE NEXT WEEK. SO PATHETIC OF ME!!!SIGH.......DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE SO I GUESS I WILL STOP HERE RITE NOW BUAI BUAI!!!

Friday, October 27, 2006

I MISS YOU ALL ONESIXERS. NO MATTER HOW NOISY OR HOW PLAYFUL WE ARE TO EACH OTHER OR BEING RUDE TO TEACHERS, I WILL STILL MISS YOU ALL. IN MY HEART AND ALL YOUR HEART, ONESIX WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN FOR THIS WONDERFUL YEAR. HAVE FUN DURING THE HOLIDAYS AND I HOPE THAT WE CAN MEET UP OFTEN TOGETHER.LEAVE BEHIND ALL THE UNHAPPY MOMENTS IN YOU AND START AFRESH NEXT YEAR AND MEET NEW FRIENDS.

SEE YA GALS!!!

-CaRiN-

Thursday, October 26, 2006

i gonna miss you all

omg today is da last day of school.so sad. i so gonna to miss my friends and classmates. and today i got my report book. im so damn happy coz i going to be promoted to sec 2. YAY! but i kinda sad coz i drop down by 1 class position. im happy for valerie koh as she came in 1st for the class position. so good rite and i cant believe candice drop down her position.she last time use to be the 1st in the class position but now i think she came in 2nd. so unbelievable.

well anyway, today is also kind of boring coz there is a programme which a guy is toking to himself. i doubt all of us in the hall are listening including the teachers coz they were like checking on us to see if we were toking so i don think they got the time to listen.

after recess we went to the dance studio for the principal's address and then we got another programme which called "making a difference". we got some souvenirs and then we went to do a survey. it was already after school.

i bring the camera to school for nothing. we nv even take any pictures. hiaz. actually i was thinking to do anothe rclass photo by ME but then some of them had left and wendy nv even come to school. so angry.

hiaz dunno wat to write alr so i will just stop here. buai buai

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

so boring today

whaa... today got the stupid food fair. i dont even think that it is a food fair larh coz got so little food and they nv even sell drinks. what kind of food fair is this. it is the worst of all worst. but also cannot say is the worst of all worst lah coz at least they got sell food.haha

well aniwae today is so damn bloody boring coz we got the dunno what fire alarm practise twice and i dunno whats wrong wif the school coz we onli got another 1 more day of school and now they want us to practise the fire alarm thingy. so stupid. well then later after recess we went to the hall to watch movie. we watch ants(i think) and lilo and stitch. omg! i so love stitch. HE IS SO FOXY CUTE! haha. well i dunno whats on other ppls mind but most of them doesn't like stitch but after watching the show, all of them will like "sooo cuttee". so i wonder do u all like stitch. ok some of them like stitch but i like stitch more than they like him.lol!

hiaz tmr last day of school alr. i am so gonna to miss my close friends and classmates even though i dont have any best friends. so sad. everybody has a bad friend except for me. well aniwae, i hope that i can meet up wif them and hang out together no matter how close we are to each other.

oh and if you are from 1/6 and you are reading this, remind some of the people that we going to take class photo again by MEE! so long!!!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

what a lousy day for me

today............

is such a lousy day for me.
i was so tired and today i like scolded the class coz they are so irresponsible than me. ask them to hand up the forms from last week till now and i haven finish collecting yet. so damn bloody irritating. i give them the forms on friday and then now.....THEY LOST IT. i just give them a few days ago and they just lost it. but nvm. those who nv hand up or they lost it are going to see the teacher and i they are going to say about me again. they will say what i nv tell them.
whoa man. it is their own fault for not listening and whenever i announce something, i have to raise the top of my voice even though the class is quiet coz they will keep asking me what "huh" and "what must we do " and lots more qns and now these few days i am not feeling well but i still got to go to sch.

i am not like those those ppl who are just having cough then don wan to go to sch and those ppl who potent sch. those who are late are ok coz in the end they are still in sch. it is also a bad thing as my class has the most late comers in the whole school. because of that, miss teo jin ling went to see my class and talk abt our behaviour in sch and punctuality. she also keep saying we must change but i don think some of my classmate will change. it is like so obvious.

well, im writing all this is not because i like it or i want to critisise my class, but i think it is the fact and im saying from the bottom of my heart. so if you all think that im critisising you or whoever, then im sorry :(

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

so sad! :(

wth! so damn fustrating. i failed alot of subjects. today we were checking our mother tongue,mathematics,literature,geography and the sova.

i only pass mother tongue,literature and eng which valerie help me check on mon coz i didn go sch. art i not very sure coz mus add the jewellery making which i forgotten if i pass or fail and i cant believe i failed my maths and geog papers. this is the first time in this year that i failed my maths.
aniwae leticia told me if i pass eng, i must pass another 2 more subjects if not, i will have to pass another 4 more. whao man, luckily i pass my eng if not i will have to pass another 4 more. well i hope i can do better next time next year.

ok i gtg now coz i wann to watch my show.
write again tmw.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

OMG!!! I FAILED TWO SUBJECTS

arghh!! what the hell!

i just found out from valerie yesterday that they were checking their final year papers.
they were checking english,history and science and she told me that i failed two subjects.
i was very nervous to find out which subject i fail and she told me i failed history and science.
when i heard that i was like starting to cry because i studied very hard for my history and i failed by 1 mark.
ONLY ONE MARK!!!

but for science i was kinda sad coz i only got 30 something.
i was kinda angry although i pass my english by
5 AND A 1/2 MARK!!!

but anyway i should be happy for my english.

ok lets talk abt today.

today is a strange day for my second sister.
you noe what?
she suddenly wanted to bath B.B.(family's dog). she would rather sleep than bathing B.B..Bathing B.B. was always my job coz we already planned who to bath him and i noe that she will not do it so i took the job.

even my big sis also find her very strange today.
when she told me that she was going to bath him, i already knew what she wants me to do.
in the end, while she bath him, i had to wash the mop which was used to clean B.B.'s pee and it was like so dirty.
YUCK!!

well after she bath him ,he will have to run around the house. it was always very fun with B.B. around the house especially the room but the problem is that he will pee everywhere in the house.

then after a few hours he was starting to get tired and then he sleep in the room. the way that he sleep was very funny.it was like he went to twist the body to make it like the legs were behind his back and then i was beginning to feel tired so i went to sleep also.

my dad just went home and he was very angry to see that B.B. is in the room. he always doesnt allow B.B. to come into the room. he only allow him to be in the living room and the kitchen but not the room.
sigh...i mean like whats wrong in not letting him to be in the room, of course he will pee in the room but my sister was training him so of course he will have to be out of the cage. (ohh, my father also do not like him to run around the house so he everytime ask me and my sister to bring him back to the cage.)

but today he flared up so much that he almost make my second sister cry coz B.B. was out of the cage. he also said that one day he will let the dog get out of the house. even my mum will also never do that.
whats his problem man!! so infuriating!!

then when he went out of the house again, my sister quickly carry B.B. out of the cage and he was running wild again.

oops! i shall stop now coz its getting late and B.B............

is still running around the house madly again!
and .................

WHATS HIS PROBLEM NOW!!!

Monday, October 16, 2006

at www

OMGOSH...i am so bloody happy
at last i can post alr
shioker man!

well i also kinda sad coz i did not go to school today.
i was sick as i was having a very bad flu and i got a huge sore throat.
all because of that stupid wild wild wet which i went for two daes.
(well cannot also sae it was stupid coz it was so damn fun)

on sat i went to www with suzanne,lynnette,chelsea,angeline,jocleyn and samantha tay
then sun i went there wif my cousins
and now.....I'M SICK!!!

but it worth being sick because ITS FUN
but then i was kana bullied by two idiotic lifeguards
one was that gay lifeguard which doesn't look like a female and a male lifeguard and he keep splashing water on me and my cousins when we took the ularlah

and then the other one keep playing with my hair and he is a pervert coz he keep *flirting* with small little girls at the skyrider.

yuck man!

anyway tat dae my sister was having a chalet so i went to stay wif my cousins(only peiyu and peijun) coz my sister's fren were coming at around one plus in the morning so we had a chance to sleep on the bed but we didn't have enough sleep and we woke up at 4 am and thats the time when they were barbercueing.
so irritating coz during that time when we were *sleeping*, they were playing poker loudly and alot of her fren were like jibaing and were smoking and we were like so irritated by it.
whatsmore we did not dare to move around freely when the three of us were *sleeping*
the room was like kana burned coz of the smoke from the cigarette and we dont want to be passive smokers so we use the blanket and cover our whole body and pretended to sleep.
when they all went to barbercue we were like whoohoo coz we are the only three in the room but then there was another boy and another girl who was the same age as me and the boy was studying in p5. the both of them were siblings and they were sleeping on the lower bed but then they woke up coz me and my cousins were talking very loud so they went on the upper bed and they play poker wif us.
it was kinda fun coz we play cheat and another game which me and peiyu have to make a long name for ourself and my name was 'bamberlarkarshambolarkardingdong' while her name was 'shesellseashellsontheseashore'.

but then i keep losing coz we have to pronounce the name very clearly.
we played until 5 something and all of my sister's frenzs came into the room and there were like around 12 people of them.
i was wondering how are they goin to sleep? izit like 3 ppl in one bed? but in the end,some of them were playing poker while some of them were resting and the three of us including the siblings were watching tv untill morning and i was like sleeping while watching tv coz i was so tired.

in the afternoon, my sister and her frenzs went to escape with the siblings around 11 something and while the three of us were waiting another two of my cousin to finish their tuition in toa payoh, we went to pasir ris shopping mall with my cousins' parents. peiyu and i bought a short at surfers paradise and then we went to eat. we were so bloody full coz we had a heavy breakfast in the morning.

when they came, we went to www at around 2 or 3 something.
the first part that we went to was the shiok river. i was lying on the life jacket and then i was pretending to swim frog style. it was very fun then ltr peiyu and i went to seat on the samsung slide up. at that time it was her first time seating and she keep screaming while i was like keep saying omg.
no matter what ,everytime i seat on the samsung slide up, i think i will keep saying omg.

then after we take the ularlah,tsunami,shiok river and the samsung slide up, we took the skyrider and i saw tat stupid lifeguard which keep playing with my hair. while riding with peiyu, i told her about the gay lifeguard which i saw wif my frenzs on sat. while i was telling her i saw the gay lifeguard. he was sitting around the shiok river.

well anyway, our last ride was the shiok river and i was wearing my cousin specs and acting as an old granny.then i sit on the float wif my cousin and we were pretending to play seesaw.then one of the lifeguard saw and he splash water on us.

sigh another so called irritating one.

i shall end here now.
ta-ta..